I wear it on Sundays.
The last thing I want to tell you is about the ramp.
The badly built one.
Somebody put it in years ago, half-level, with a rail that wobbled, and Mr. Booker had never once complained about it, because a man who’s been to w*r doesn’t complain about a ramp.
Kiara and I rebuilt it last fall.
Neither of us knew what we were doing.
A neighbor across the street, Mr. Delgado, who had been watching this house from his porch for twenty years and had never said a word, came over on the second Saturday with a level and a box of screws and said, “Clarence would’ve wanted it square,” and stayed until dark.
It’s square now.
Uncle Otis came to see it in October.
Eighty years old, in the suit older than me, driven over by a grandson who waited in the car.
He walked up the new ramp with one hand on the rail, testing it, the way his brother would have, and at the top he stopped and looked at the chair.
“Clarence and I built the first one,” he said. “1994. Neither of us could hold a level. He said, ‘Otis, it’s a ramp, not a church,’ and I said, ‘A ramp’s the only church some folks get to,’ and we left it crooked out of spite for thirty years.”
He sat down on the top step.
“He called me. After the second Sunday. Said, ‘Otis, Patrice has hired a girl to be Kiara, and I’ve decided to let her.’
I said, ‘Why in God’s name?’
He said, ‘Because she’s kind, and she’s tired, and I want to find out what she does with the money.'”
Otis looked at me.
“He found out.
The brother’s medicine.
He found out by the fourth week, and he told me, ‘Otis, I’m not letting this one go.'”
There’s a plaque on the rail — small, brass, the kind you have to bend to read.
Kiara chose the first line.
I chose the second.
CLARENCE BOOKER SAT HERE.
HE WAS BLIND, NOT DEAF.
The neighbors think it’s a joke.
It’s not a joke.
It’s the truest thing anyone ever said in that house, and the last thing a c*n artist expected, and the first thing two granddaughters agreed on.
He heard everything.
He heard the ticking.
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He heard a tired girl’s laugh and a proud girl’s silence and a daughter’s phone call through a kitchen wall.
