They took him away in handcuffs.
Through the window, Tyler watched the man he’d loved for three months — or thought he’d loved, or been skillfully made to think he loved — get folded into the back of a patrol car.
He didn’t cry until it drove away.
Then he cried the way he had when he was small and something had broken that he didn’t understand, and I held my nineteen-year-old son at the kitchen table, next to a pot roast nobody was going to eat, and I let him.
“I feel so stupid,” he finally said. “How did I not see it? How did YOU see it in two seconds and I didn’t see it in three months?”
“Because you were inside it, baby,” I said. “And because he’s good at this. He’s done it eleven times. You’ve been in love once.
That’s not stupid. That’s just being nineteen and having a heart.
